Shopping for baby stuff…
for my brothers baby who is due in 4 weeks!
Yes, it’s as heartbreaking as you could imagine.
Life is hard.
- 28th January
2012 - 28
- 24th January
2012 - 24
BABY SCANS GET OFF MY FACEBOOK!!!!!!!
Do you seriously need to put a scan photo up every 2 weeks?
- 18th January
2012 - 18
Af cramping..
As if it would be anything else!
- 17th January
2012 - 17
I was due af yesterday..
But I know this is just my body tricking me into thinking I’m actually pregnant!
- 16th January
2012 - 16
I think this is very true for all of us going through infertility.
So so true.
(via alittlepieceofyouandme)
- 15th January
2012 - 15
AF due tomorrow..
Spotting tonight
Bang on time
Cycle 14
Sad
- 12th January
2012 - 12
Something u dont say to a ttc woman who can’t sleep..
OH: “just close ur eyes and sleep fgs”
Well I could sleep if my head wasn’t filled with so much crap every waking minute..
I could sleep if I wasn’t constantly trying to think of other things that just MIGHT help us conceive..
Oh and I could sleep if my fucking heart wasn’t breaking in two!
- 11th January
2012 - 11
Oh also..
This is around the time I start to get loopy… crying, sad, depressed, angry.
Yes, I’m a proper head melt!
You’ve all been warned :P
- 11th January
2012 - 11
I sneezed and went *OUCH*
…yea, the pain is back.
My af is due next week and the pain stared before af last month so I guess it’s on its way, again
Oh on a plus note.. I’ll soon be starting a fertility study for Clear Blue, they send me ovulation/pregnany products and I send them a ttc daily journal and fmu lol
Hopefully the products will come in time for next cycle!
Over and out
- 2nd January
2012 - 02
Endo anyone?
Ok so, I’ve a doctors appointment on Wednesday..
I have some symptoms similar to Endometriosis.
- Really bad lower pelvic pain and lower back ache.. sharp, twisting, strong, dull aches. ALOT worse than menstrual cramping.
- Agony when going to the toilet, I have to hold the bottom of my stomach just to have a wee.
- Agony when sneezing or hard coughing.
- Random pain in hip (I always thought it was sciatica)
- Spotting
- TTC for over a year
All these usually happen a couple of days before af, during af and a day or so after af..
Anyone got any experience of this?
- 2nd January
2012 - 02
CD12.. Positive opk
Dtd CD9 & lastnight (cd11).. and will do it for the next 3 nights!
- 24th December
2011 - 24
I wasn't born with enough middle fingers: What makes you better than me?Why do you deserve to be a mother and I...
notbornwithenoughmiddlefingers:
What makes you better than me?
Why do you deserve to be a mother and I do not?
Why do I have to suffer for years trying to have children just to fail and you can “accidentally” have a few?
I’m skipping the suffering this year and completely skipping today and tomorrow
I don’t care anymore
I…
This is what this damn hateful journey does to women!! Why???? How the fk is this fair???????
Really wish you didn’t have to go through this xxx
- 23rd December
2011 - 23
(via lostatssea)
- 23rd December
2011 - 23
This was my night.
:(
Why oh why does this happen.. don’t we go through enough?!
(Source: youknowyourettcwhen)
- 21st December
2011 - 21
Anyone ever feel…
like as each cycle passes a bit of you passes also?
Its like as each month gones on I feel less and less like me. My personality isn’t the same anymore.
:(
